I see this is an old post but I feel that I want to respond anyway. I am sorry about your fur baby. This story attracted me because I have a similar story that's been sitting in my drafts for quite some time, that I'm trying to find the courage to write. I'm postponing it because I know writing it will make me start crying all over again about how it was my fault that my cat died too. I will go ahead and write the story though because it might help somebody else not make the same mistake with their pets. Thanks for sharing.